放手

一把声音

一把熟悉的声音

再次出现在耳朵里

本以为他不会接

但其实如果他知道是我也不会接

可能他不小心接到 ><

本以为场面会很尴尬

但却相处得比想象中的好

你还是一样。。。

一通一个小时的电话

脑子里又出现一幕幕的映画

全部的回忆都涌了出来

觉得自己很差劲

电话里头感觉到他过的很好

我想就只有自己那么差劲

那么犯贱

一厢情愿的想一些蠢事

究竟几时真的可以彻彻底底的放手呢？

“有的东西你再喜欢，也不会属于你的”

到底何时才可以领略到这个境界呢？

放手~放开所有~彼此更自由~放手~其实我绝非爱得不够~

Confusing

i really confusing ...

wat should i choose ?

should i listen on wat my bro said to me ??

i really will regret if dint follow his way ??

he always think tat i still small ...

wat i decide , in the future sure will regret ...

why he cant even listen others ppl opinion ?

i 100% dun wanna study in melbourne here ...

because i dun like here , i dun wan stay here 4 a long time ...

i know here is the great way to future ...

others sure will say : wah ~ study in aus leh ~ y dun wan study there ? i wan oso dun hav ...

but 4 my choice , i really not mind it ...

i appreaciate wat i have ...

i appreaciate wat my parents gave me n gonna give me ...

i really dun hav any direation ...

nursing ? psychological ? grafik ? public relation ? multimedia ?

wat i wanna study ???

I REALLY DONT KNOW !

new life

so long dint blogging d ...
during tis time have happened many things ...

i came to aus so no more time to let me blogging ...

fly to aus here d 1 weeks+ ...

but i dint get a work or play around at here ...

quite boring over here ..

always jz help my bro them clean up their house ...

this house really dirty enough ...

u all sure cant imagine it ... =x

melbourne's temperature here really crazy ...

although summer now ...

but so cold at here ...

but sometimes quite hot too ...

wat a temperature ... ==

all food at here so big n expensive ...

2 ppl can share 1 plate ...

1 plate cost >8dolar ...

means 8x3=RM24 ...

u can see tat ...

at malaysia RM24 can eat so highclass things d ...

but at melbourne here , jz a simple dish nia ... ==

actually wan upload photo geh ...

but i 4got to bring my usb phone to here ...

so when back to malaysia oli upload it ba ... ><

confusing whether i wanna study at here anot ...

my bro keep rush me to think about my future ...

but i'm really no idea ... ><

4 sure i dun like aus life n aus ...

i more like malaysia ...

but wat should i do ...

i really dunno wat course i wanna study later ...

i know my study really so so oli ...

i dun wish to waste my mummy's money ...

i cant find any interest ...

haiz , always oso desperate about tis problem ...

really sienzz d ... =(

mayb hurt enough to me ...

i really dun hav any confidence to start a new relationship ...

now "he" start to contact me ...

but be4 tis "he" NEVER ...

so wat u wan actually ??

i swear tat i wont let u hurt me anymore ...

i wanna tell u now i hav no much feeling on u ...

i believe 1 day i will 4get u n our memory ...

i wan to start my new life without u ...

i wanna start a new relationship ...

I SWEAR I CAN DO IT !

plz dun confuse me anymore ...

my frenz plz support me ... =)

p/s : i'm sorry about my broken english ...

i'm really no idea of tis laptop ...

i dunno use chinese of tis com ...

so sorry about tat ...

n dun laugh behind on me ... xD